Istram: The Re-Emergence · Book One

Chapter 5

The Wrongness

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Chapter 5: The Wrongness

Magic had rules. Vegon knew this because rules were what separated wizardry from panic. A gesture mattered because the angle mattered. A word mattered because the sound mattered. Intent mattered because power without direction was merely force. He had spent years learning how to build the invisible structures that held a spell together. How to shape energy before releasing it. How to account for distance, resistance, interference. The corruption complicated all of that. But complication was not the same as chaos.

That was what he had always believed. The light above his hand flickered again. Vegon stopped. The others did not notice immediately. Zook had gone ahead around the next bend. Deacon stood behind him, crossbow raised. Jandar occupied the opposite side of the passage, his rapier ready. Xil noticed. Of course he did. His eyes moved from the light to Vegon’s face. Vegon steadied the spell. The glow strengthened.

“There.”

Jandar glanced back.

“There what?”

“Nothing.”

Jandar sighed.

“You’re all very fond of that word.”

Vegon ignored him. The spell was stable. Mostly. He examined it while they moved. A simple light required almost nothing. No significant expenditure. No complex channeling. Yet the magical structure kept slipping—not breaking. Sliding. Like a badly fitted joint. He adjusted his hand. The light steadied. Then the air changed. Vegon stopped again. This time Zook looked back.

“What?”

Vegon listened. There was no sound. That was not what he meant.

“Do you feel that?”

Jandar said, “Feel what?” Deacon looked toward the tunnel ahead.

“Something moving?” Deacon asked.

“No.”

Xil’s expression shifted.

“Yes.”

Vegon turned to him.

“What?”

Xil lifted one hand slightly. The movement was almost unconscious.

“The pressure.”

Exactly. Vegon looked into the dark. The passage ahead appeared ordinary. Stone walls. Low ceiling. Dirt underfoot. But something in the air resisted him—not physically. Magically. It pressed against the spell. The light flickered violet. Jandar saw it.

“That’s new,” Jandar said.

“No,” Vegon said.

“That is not reassuring.”

“It’s stronger,” Vegon said.

Xil nodded. Deacon asked, “Because of the cave?”

“Possibly.”

Jandar said, “Excellent.” Vegon looked at him.

“You know that word has a meaning,” Vegon said.

“I’ve expanded it,” Jandar replied.

Zook crouched.

“There are tracks here.”

Deacon immediately turned away from the discussion.

“What kind?”

“Boot.”

“One?”

“One person.”

The missing patrol. Or whoever remained of it. Vegon looked at the marks in the dirt. The print dragged slightly on one side. Injured. He did not need Zook to say it. There was blood on the wall—not much.

Enough.

They followed. The pressure increased. Vegon could feel it now even without touching the spell. A faint vibration in his teeth. The sensation reminded him of standing too near a struck bell after the sound had faded. Something remained. Something was still moving through the world after it should have stopped. The passage widened. Zook raised a hand. They halted. A body lay ahead. Human. Face down. Silver-gray cloak. No one moved for several seconds. Deacon was first.

He crossed quickly, then slowed before reaching it. Zook circled to one side. Xil came forward. Vegon remained where he was. He already knew. The mark on the exposed forearm glowed faintly in the light. Silver Crown. Jandar’s voice lost all humor.

“One of them?” Jandar asked.

Deacon crouched.

“Yes.”

Xil turned the body carefully. Male. Perhaps thirty. There was blood dried across one side of his face. The chest had been crushed—not cut—not clawed. Crushed. Zook studied the ground.

“Something hit him.”

Jandar looked at the body.

“I had reached that conclusion.”

“Hard.”

“That too.”

Deacon ignored both of them.

“How long?”

Xil placed two fingers against the man’s neck from habit more than hope.

“Days.”

Vegon looked at the mark on the dead man’s arm. It was dim—not gone. That surprised him. He stepped closer.

“Wait.”

Xil looked up. Vegon crouched. The Silver Crown mark emitted the faintest shimmer—not light exactly. Residue.

“Is that normal?” Jandar asked.

Vegon leaned closer.

“I don’t know.”

Jandar opened his mouth. Vegon looked at him. Jandar closed it. A small victory. Vegon studied the mark. The Order had said one mark could recognize another at close range. Magic, then. Simple enchantment perhaps. Identification. Resonance. Something bound into the flesh. He reached toward it. Xil caught his wrist. Vegon looked at him.

“What?”

“Don’t.”

“Why?”

Xil’s eyes remained on the mark.

“Because something feels wrong.”

Vegon almost laughed. Everything felt wrong. But Xil had not used the word lightly so far. He withdrew his hand. Deacon searched the dead man’s cloak.

“Name’s Corren.”

He held up the small stitched identifier. Jandar looked back the way they had come.

“Four others,” Jandar said.

Zook shook his head.

“Not here,” Zook said.

“Could be deeper,” Jandar said.

“Could be,” Zook replied.

Vegon barely heard them. The mark fascinated him. It was reacting to something—not to them. To the cave. The light in his hand bent. Just slightly. Toward the corpse. He stared. That was impossible. Light did not bend toward enchantments—not this spell—not like that. He extinguished it. Darkness swallowed the tunnel. Jandar said, “I object.” Vegon cast it again. The spell formed. The corruption struck immediately. Pain drove through his hand. He gasped. The light burst outward—not white.

Black-violet at the center. Deacon swore. The dead man’s Silver Crown mark flared. Then the cave moved—not stone. Bones. Everywhere around them. Scraps they had not noticed. Fragments wedged into cracks. Half-buried beneath dirt. They shifted at once. Vegon staggered backward.

“Move!” Vegon shouted.

The floor erupted. A skeletal arm grabbed his ankle. He kicked free. Another clawed upward. Jandar stepped between him and it, blade striking uselessly against ribs.

“Any better ideas?”

Vegon raised his hand. Power gathered. Too fast. He stopped. The spell structure was already unstable. Wrong angle. Wrong pressure. He tried to correct it. The magic resisted. Not like a force resisting a force. Like something alive resisting a hand on its throat.

No.

Not alive. That was absurd. He reshaped the spell. The energy twisted. Pain climbed his arm.

“Vegon!” Xil shouted.

Xil. He released the spell. Force exploded through the tunnel. Three skeletons shattered. Jandar was thrown sideways. Deacon hit the wall. Zook disappeared behind a cloud of dust. Vegon fell to one knee. Silence lasted half a heartbeat. Then Jandar said, “That was less precise than usual.” Vegon looked at his hand. His fingers were numb.

“Are you hurt?” Xil asked.

Xil again.

“No.”

Blood hit the stone between Vegon’s knees. He touched his nose. Red. More than before. Deacon got up.

“You hit all of us,” Deacon said.

“I noticed.”

“Good.”

Jandar pushed himself upright.

“I particularly enjoyed the wall,” Jandar said.

Vegon stood. Too quickly. The cave tilted. Xil caught his shoulder. Vegon pulled away.

“I said I’m fine.”

“You are not,” Xil replied.

“The spell discharged incorrectly.”

“Yes.”

“I know why.”

Xil waited. Vegon did not. That was the problem. He knew what had gone wrong. He did not know why. Another skeletal creature climbed from the dirt. Deacon shot it through the skull. The bolt broke bone. The thing kept coming. Zook struck it from the side.

“Less talking!” Zook shouted.

Reasonable. Vegon drew power again. Xil grabbed his arm.

“No,” Xil said.

Vegon stared at him.

“Release me,” Vegon said.

“Not that spell,” Xil replied.

“We need—”

“Not that spell.”

The command in Xil’s voice surprised him. So did the fact Vegon obeyed. He changed the structure. Smaller. Simpler. A narrow lance of energy. The corruption pressed. Vegon held it. This time he did not fight the distortion. He built around it. The spell formed crooked but stable. He released. The bolt struck the skeleton’s chest. Bone cracked. Zook finished it. Vegon exhaled. There. Control—not clean. But control. The others destroyed the remaining creatures. Deacon kept firing.

Jandar changed tactics and began attacking joints rather than bodies. Zook worked low. Xil’s divine power burned through the last one. Then silence returned. Real silence. Vegon leaned against the wall. His hand shook. He closed it into a fist. Jandar saw. Naturally.

“You should sit,” Jandar said.

Vegon looked at him.

“Are you now a healer?”

“No. But I’ve developed expertise in watching you nearly fall over.”

“I am standing.”

“Barely.”

Deacon reloaded.

“Sit,” Deacon said.

Vegon stared at him.

“Why does everyone believe they can order me around?” Vegon asked.

Zook said, “Because you look bad.”

“I do not.”

Jandar nodded toward Xil.

“Expert opinion?” Jandar asked.

Xil looked at Vegon.

“Bad,” Xil said.

Jandar smiled.

“Unanimous,” Jandar said.

Vegon sat. Mostly because standing had become unnecessarily difficult. Xil crouched in front of him.

“Hands,” Xil said.

Vegon gave him one. Xil examined the fingers.

“No burns.”

“There shouldn’t be.”

“Your hand is cold.”

Vegon looked down. It was. He had not noticed. Xil touched his wrist. Divine warmth moved through him. The sensation was different from the magic in the cave. Still corrupted. Still imperfect. But directed. Held. For a moment Vegon felt the shape of Xil’s spell as clearly as his own. Then something brushed against it. The same pressure. Xil’s eyes widened. He released Vegon. Vegon stared at him.

“You felt that.”

“Yes.”

“What?”

“I don’t know.”

Jandar groaned. Xil ignored him. Vegon leaned closer.

“Was it inside the spell?”

“Maybe.”

“From the cave?”

“Maybe.”

“From me?”

Xil hesitated. That was worse than an answer. Deacon said, “We need to move.” Vegon looked at him.

“Why?” Vegon asked.

“Because whatever’s happening here already killed one of the patrol,” Deacon said.

“You don’t know magic killed him.”

“No.”

Deacon pointed to the crushed body.

“But something did.”

Zook had gone back to studying the floor. He followed the boot trail past the dead man.

“It continues,” Zook said.

“One person?” Deacon asked.

Zook nodded.

“Same one, I think.”

Jandar looked at the corpse.

“Then the marks weren’t counting survivors,” Jandar said.

Vegon understood. Five cuts. Four. Three. Two. They had assumed numbers. But Corren lay here. The trail continued beyond him. Maybe the scratches meant distance. Turns. Directions. Messages. Anything. They had built meaning because they wanted one. Vegon hated that. Bad interpretation was worse than ignorance.

“Do not assume the marks are a count,” Vegon said.

Jandar looked at him.

“Agreed,” Jandar said.

Vegon turned. No joke. Interesting. They left Corren where he lay—not because they wanted to. Because carrying a body deeper into the cave while searching for four more missing people was impossible. Xil closed the dead man’s eyes. Deacon removed the Silver Crown identifier. Nobody said they would come back for him. Nobody needed to. The next tunnel descended sharply. Vegon kept the light small. He could feel the corruption testing it. That was the only word that fit. Testing.

Each time he adjusted the spell, the pressure shifted. When he strengthened the left side of the structure, the distortion moved right. When he narrowed the flow, the corruption concentrated. He began to experiment. Carefully. Too carefully for Jandar’s patience.

“You are staring at your hand again,” Jandar said.

“I’m working.”

“We are walking.”

“Both are possible.”

“Not well, apparently.”

Vegon stepped over a rock without looking down. Jandar moved aside.

“Show-off.”

Vegon almost smiled. Then the pressure changed again. Stronger. He stopped. Ahead, the passage opened into another chamber. Blue light pulsed faintly somewhere beyond. Vegon’s heart sped up—not fear. Recognition—not of the object. Of the feeling. The corruption around his spell leaned toward the blue glow.

“Do you see that?” Vegon asked.

Everyone did. Deacon raised his crossbow. Zook moved to the edge of the chamber. Jandar drew his blade. Xil watched Vegon. The chamber beyond contained no living creatures. At first. The blue light came from a crack in the far wall—not bright. A cold glow between stones. Vegon stepped closer. The pressure in his teeth intensified.

“What is it?” Deacon asked.

“I don’t know.”

Jandar looked at him. Vegon sighed.

“Yes. I am aware.”

He approached the wall. The blue light pulsed. Once. Twice. The spell above his hand flickered in rhythm with it. Vegon stopped.

“Do not touch anything.”

Jandar looked offended.

“I wasn’t going to.”

“No one was looking at you.”

“Everyone always means me.”

Zook crouched near the crack.

“Tracks here,” Zook said.

“What kind?”

“Gnoll.”

Deacon’s expression hardened.

“How many?”

“Several.”

“Recent?”

“Yes.”

Vegon barely heard them. He could see something behind the stones—not clearly. Smooth surface. Blue. Crystal perhaps. Or glass. The corruption in his spell twisted toward it. He took one more step. Pain struck. Harder than before. The light vanished. Vegon doubled over. The world disappeared—not black. White. For an instant he saw nothing but brilliance. Then something else beneath it. Lines. Impossible lines. A pattern too vast to hold in thought. Blue points connected through darkness. One. Another. Another.

Far away. Hundreds of miles perhaps. Or inches. He could not tell. The structure pulsed. Something moved along it. Then he was on the ground. Someone was shouting. His name. Vegon opened his eyes. Xil knelt over him. Jandar stood nearby, sword drawn. Deacon faced the chamber. Zook had backed away from the wall.

“What happened?” Vegon asked.

Jandar stared.

“You fell,” Jandar said.

“I know that.”

“You stopped breathing,” Jandar added.

Vegon looked at Xil.

“How long?”

“Several seconds,” Xil said.

“That’s not—”

“Several,” Xil repeated.

Vegon sat up. The movement sent pain through his skull. He touched the side of his head. No injury. No blood except his nose again. The blue light still pulsed from the wall. He stared at it.

“What did you see?” Xil asked.

Vegon hesitated. He did not know. That answer was becoming intolerable.

“Something connected,” Vegon said.

“Connected to what?” Xil asked.

“I don’t know.”

Jandar closed his eyes. Vegon ignored him.

“Points. Other places. I think.”

“Magic?” Xil asked.

“Yes.”

“Old?” Xil asked.

“Probably.”

“Scourge?” Xil asked.

Vegon looked at the blue light.

“Possibly.”

Deacon said, “Enough.” Vegon turned.

“We need to examine it,” Vegon said.

“No,” Deacon said.

“We came here to learn what happened,” Vegon said.

“We came here to find the missing patrol,” Deacon replied.

“This may be part of it.”

“It nearly killed you.”

“That is information.”

Deacon stared at him.

“You’re an idiot,” Deacon said.

Vegon’s eyebrows rose. Jandar said, “I have been trying to find a diplomatic way to say that.” Vegon stood. Slowly.

“I’m fine.”

All four of them looked at him. Vegon exhaled.

“I am functional.”

“Better,” Jandar said.

Zook pointed to the wall.

“I can see something through the gap,” Zook said.

Vegon moved. Deacon stepped in front of him.

“No,” Deacon said.

Vegon stopped. Deacon looked at Zook.

“What?” Deacon asked.

“Blue stone. Smooth. Bigger than the opening,” Zook said.

“Can we remove it?”

Zook shook his head.

“Not without taking apart the wall.”

Vegon said, “We should.” Deacon said, “No.” Jandar stepped between them.

“Wonderful. We’ve reached our first philosophical disagreement.”

“This is not philosophy,” Vegon said.

“No. Philosophy is usually safer.”

Xil moved closer to the crack—not touching it. He closed his eyes. The blue light pulsed. Xil opened them immediately.

“Leave it,” Xil said.

Vegon looked at him.

“Why?” Vegon asked.

“Because whatever is wrong with the magic in this cave is stronger there,” Xil said.

“Which is exactly why—” Vegon began.

“No,” Xil said.

Vegon stared. Xil rarely raised his voice. He had not now. That made it more effective.

“We don’t understand it,” Xil said.

“Understanding requires examination.”

“Survival requires limits.”

Jandar looked between them.

“That was annoyingly reasonable,” Jandar said.

Vegon looked at the crack again. Every instinct told him to stay. Study. Measure. Map the pulses. Test the magical field. Find the connection he had seen. Every better instinct told him he had already nearly died. Deacon stepped past him.

“We mark the location. We find the others. Then we decide,” Deacon said.

Vegon disliked the plan. It was therefore probably sensible.

“Fine,” Vegon said.

Jandar smiled.

“Historic,” Jandar said.

“Do not make me reconsider,” Vegon replied.

Zook scratched a symbol into the stone near the entrance. Not the same as the earlier marks. Deliberately different. Then they continued. The blue glow faded behind them. Vegon expected the pressure to lessen. It did not. If anything, the corruption grew stronger. The tunnel ahead descended into damp stone. Water dripped somewhere. The air smelled of earth and old metal. Vegon cast light again. Small. Careful. He built the spell around the distortion. For several minutes it held.

Then Jandar said, “You’ve changed it.” Vegon looked at him.

“What?”

“The light.”

Deacon glanced back. Zook too. Vegon examined the glow.

“It’s the same spell.”

“No.”

Jandar pointed.

“It’s bluer.”

Vegon’s stomach tightened. He had not noticed. The light above his hand had taken on the faintest blue edge. The same color as the object in the wall. He released the spell instantly. Darkness.

“Don’t move,” Deacon said.

No one did. Vegon waited. The pressure remained. He cast again. Nothing happened. He tried once more. The spell formed— and collapsed. Pain flashed through his wrist. He swore. Jandar said, “That’s new too.” Vegon tried a third time. The structure held for half a second. Then inverted. Power rushed back into him. His legs disappeared beneath him. He hit the ground. Xil shouted his name. Vegon heard it from very far away. The cave tilted. His body would not move.

His eyes remained open. That was almost worse. He saw Jandar kneel beside him. Saw Xil’s hands glow. Saw Deacon turn toward the tunnel. Saw Zook draw a weapon. He could not breathe. Xil pressed both hands against his chest. Warmth struck him. The divine spell entered— and the corruption met it. For one terrible moment, Vegon felt both. Xil’s magic trying to pull him back. Something else pushing the opposite direction—not malicious—not intelligent. Simply wrong. Fundamentally wrong.

A flaw in the world that had existed so long everyone had mistaken it for a rule. Vegon understood that with absolute certainty. Then air tore into his lungs. He coughed. Pain followed. Beautiful pain. His fingers moved. Jandar’s face appeared above him.

“You look terrible,” Jandar said.

Vegon tried to answer. Only a breath came out. Xil leaned close.

“Do not cast again,” Xil said.

Vegon managed, “I know.” Jandar looked genuinely alarmed.

“Did Vegon just admit someone else was right?” Jandar asked.

Vegon closed his eyes. Deacon said, “Give him room.”

“I am giving him encouragement,” Jandar said.

“Move,” Deacon replied.

Jandar moved. Vegon lay on the stone until the shaking stopped. No one hurried him. He hated that almost as much as needing it. Eventually he sat. Xil remained beside him.

“Can you walk?” Xil asked.

“Yes.”

“Can you prove it?”

Vegon stood. The cave shifted. Then settled.

“Yes.”

Xil nodded. Deacon looked toward the dark passage.

“We go back,” Deacon said.

Vegon looked at him.

“No,” Vegon said.

“You’re done,” Deacon replied.

“I am not.”

“You can’t use magic.”

“I can walk.”

“We don’t know what’s ahead.”

“Exactly.”

Deacon’s face hardened. Vegon expected the argument. It did not come from Deacon. It came from Jandar.

“We keep going,” Jandar said.

Everyone looked at him. Jandar shrugged.

“He can walk,” Jandar said.

Deacon stared.

“You just watched him stop breathing,” Deacon said.

“Yes.”

“And?”

“And we’re still looking for four people,” Jandar said.

Vegon had not expected that. Jandar continued.

“If he gets worse, we turn around. If he drops again, we carry him. If we find something that needs a wizard, he doesn’t touch it.”

Vegon said, “I object to that last part.”

“No one cares,” Jandar said.

Zook nodded.

“Works,” Zook said.

Xil looked at Vegon.

“You cast nothing,” Xil said.

“Unless necessary,” Vegon replied.

“Nothing,” Xil repeated.

Vegon stared at him. Xil stared back. Vegon sighed.

“Fine.”

Jandar smiled.

“We’ve achieved government,” Jandar said.

Deacon shook his head. But he did not order them back again. They continued. Without magical light. Xil produced a lantern from his pack. Jandar looked at Vegon.

“Imagine. Fire,” Jandar said.

Vegon ignored him. The lantern was dimmer. Less elegant. More reliable. That irritated him too. The passage climbed. The air changed. Fresher. Then Zook stopped.

“Light ahead,” Zook said.

Natural this time. A narrow break in the rock opened into another section of cave. Vegon stepped through last. The chamber beyond was small. Dry. Empty except for a pack. Silver Crown. Deacon reached it first. He opened it. Food. Rope. A journal ruined by water. Three bolts. No body. Zook searched the floor.

“More tracks,” Zook said.

“How many?” Deacon asked.

“At least two.”

Jandar said, “Better than one.” Zook frowned.

“Maybe,” Zook said.

Deacon looked at him.

“What?” Deacon asked.

“One is being dragged,” Zook said.

Silence. Zook pointed toward the far passage.

“That way.”

Deacon picked up the abandoned pack. Then set it down again. Too heavy. Unnecessary. He took the bolts. Jandar watched him.

“Still no bodies,” Jandar said.

“No,” Deacon replied.

Vegon looked back into the darkness they had crossed. Corren behind them. Four missing ahead. Blue crystal in the wall. Bone creatures. Magic bending toward something it should not recognize. He had come to the cave thinking corruption was a known problem. A damaged system. Dangerous but understandable. He no longer believed that. Something here was not merely stronger. It was different. Or perhaps the truth was worse. Perhaps this was what magic had always been since the Sundering.

Perhaps everyone had simply learned to live with a wound they could no longer see. Vegon looked down at his hand. Still shaking slightly. He closed his fingers. Ahead, Deacon raised the lantern. Zook followed the tracks. Jandar drew his rapier. Xil waited beside Vegon.

“You don’t need to watch me.”

“Yes, I do.”

Vegon looked at him. Xil’s expression was completely serious. Vegon almost argued. Then did not. They followed the dragged trail deeper. For the first time in his life, Vegon was afraid to use magic. That frightened him more than anything waiting in the dark.